Tuesday, 23 July 2013

What went wrong 1

I hold on to this thought: whatever is left unsaid won't hurt people & it's definitely better that way.

I have lost track of the number of times he said things that hurt me - not that I am counting - but however i want him to care about me, I see this as signs of him not caring enough, as in I am not good enough for him now & in the future.

The reason why i do what i did is simply out of love - I want him to stay healthy by not smoking. Yes, I've been nagging him, emailing from time time to time & he could have just deleted all those emails @ simply told me to quit. 

But, menyampah-sampah? 
 

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